Dean Quote #151

Quote from Dean in Pilot

Lillian: [to Bill] I never say anything about your work friends. That's not fair, and you know it.
Dean: What's not fair?
Bill & Lillian: Stay out of grown folks' business.
Dean: No.
Bill: Did you just tell us no?
Lillian: Have you lost your natural mind?
Bill: Boy, what has gotten into you?
Adult Dean: I wanted to tell them about the kids on the bus and the white kids at school and Michael Simms and Mrs. Hodges and that Kim went in Mama's purse and snuck out last night. But I realized it was actually more than that. What came out surprised me as much as it did them.
Dean: I feel different everywhere I go, no matter who I'm around. And I know I'll always be different. But when I'm with Cory and Brad and we all feel different, I finally get to feel the same as everybody else. That's why I want to play.
Adult Dean: Brad would later tell me that trying to make myself feel better by making everybody feel as uncomfortable as me was the most Jewish thing I'd ever done.
Dean: Fine. You two do whatever you want.
Adult Dean: That was the first time I'd stood up to my dad and the first time I realized just how scary it can be to get what you want.

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 ‘Pilot’ Quotes

Quote from Adult Dean

Adult Dean: Growing up, Mom and Dad gave me "The Police Talk" about how to handle yourself around cops. There was a presidential election that created a racial divide, and there was a flu pandemic that they said would kill a million people around the world. But it was 1968. And that's the state our country was in. Yeah, even the flu part. This was the year I turned 12, the age where you transfer from boy to man. Or as the old folks used to say, "When a boy starts smelling himself." The previous summer's race riots had caused the first wave of "white flight" to the suburbs. As a kid, I didn't understand all that. We had neighborhoods that were just as safe as the ones they were developing outside the city. There were teachers, veterans, shop owners, all united by pride, self-determination, and the right to spank any kid caught outside after the street lights came on.

Quote from Bill

Bill: Shh. Be cool.
Adult Dean: "Be cool" was Daddy's catch-all advice for every situation.
[flashback to Bill throwing a match on the grill:]
Bill: Be cool.
[flashback to Dean gasping as he's electrocuted by a wall socket:]
Bill: Be cool.
[flashback to Bill in the driver's seat with his family as their car is stopped by the police:]
Bill: Be cool.

Quote from Adult Dean

Adult Dean: I didn't understand a lot of what was going on, especially why when people get really upset about something bad, they resort to destroying their own things.
Man: [o.s.] Sick and tired of this!
Adult Dean: But something told me that my friends were probably just as confused as I was.
Man: [o.s.] Why do they keep doing this to us?!
Woman: [o.s.] Nothing but them ol' white folks.
[When Dean arrives at the old school, he finds Cory and Keisa kissing]
Adult Dean: Suddenly, the anger I was seeing on the news made a little more sense, especially because it felt like some things would never change.
[Dean throws a rock at a school window and then puts his glasses back on before riding his bicycle home]
Adult Dean: Everybody in my family plays that day over and over in their minds. But for different reasons. For each of us, it felt like the world around us had changed forever.
[Lillian lets Dean in when he arrives home. In the living room, Dean notices the baseball on the mantle, signed "Dean's game ball 4/4/68"]
Adult Dean: But thankfully, for each of us, the world on the inside hadn't.